HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.新年快乐。

new year resolutions just start popping into my mind tonight.
i seriously have to sit down and think through my future. can't just follow and take things as they come. can't be so passive anymore!
there are so many things i am oblivious to. things about my parents, my cousins, my friends, my brother, my aunts.i'm just so coped up with my own stuff and yet i'm not exceling in my stuff. and to think that i thought that i grew up over the year. i'm still the same me.

chinese new year is almost my most favourite time of the year. well i can't realy pin point my favourite time of the year....
i tried on new make-up! i met up with my cousins and their girlfriends. i'm older this year at least on the surface. according to my relatives i've slimmed down but i think otherwise. the weighing machine is not proving anything and i'm on it everynight. and now my granny's telling me directly to get a boyfriend back to start calling her 奶奶。COMMUNICATIONS is the big word for me now!!

i finally see my wu shu guy again after 2 years! 2 whole years since we last hired their troupe over. he's still the same just that he's older, acc to clara he's ah pek le. haha. quite true. but still even Shela thinks he's cute. shela's the maid. hee. and ya the QUESTION is asked again this year. did i mention it before? haha.

anyway i'm totally pissed by this stupid remark made by this stupid person. people study 4 years cause they are smart. those not capable ones can't study 4 years, only 3 years. what the ****

anyway overall, cause of the appearance of LION, it brightened my day and everything ended well. but i do have to say that this year's red packet amount sure is decreasing by folds. sigh. i want more!